Distance

Im the person who don't easily to control the mood and feeling well
the most suitable method for me to keep a good friendship or relationship
is Distance

Recently , if you see or meet me in outside places
you can see i would like to take a earphone and listen musics

don't suprise if u see that
it could help me to prevent talking too much without through my mind
and sometimes help me to eliminate my lonely feeling T.T

I had told one of my best friend i have the lonely feeling
and always feel that im not welcoming by others
and somemore, my friend is veryyyy less in uni

she laughed
she said it is impossible
In her memories , I have alots of friend and always be happy

im shocked, maybe i had lost something ,after through the 2 years life in uum

T.T

well, 君子之交，淡如水
i think i can get it ady

hope to graduate as soon as possible


P/s
afternoon, py was accompany me to uni cafe phostostat audit textbook
in the same time, hold a book fair outside the library

we saw "linguaphone" is in exhibition and introduce
py told me it is a english software to help you improve ur english
but she just now the surface only
so we sit down and waitting to get the more information

the first sentences is .." u can speak malay?"
hahahahhahhahaa

when he is introducing the lingauphone
i know he is uncomfortable and less of confidence >.<

but what he told us is the system could help us to improve our english and confidence
hmmmm, that is the thing u also lack of ...

py asked" do u ever try the linguaphone"

so simple is it the question????

but the malay guy is shocked and dunno how to answer my friend
and he said "wait" after my friend repeated the question 2 times
and he keep finding help from other staff >.<'''
jalan sini jalan sana ....

@@''' please la, hired the person who can make me feel confidence on ur product eh come mah... sia sui nia
(although my english also bad la ...^^)