Wednesday, March 30, 2011

30.3

breakfast
-

lunch
rice+vege+potatoes

dinner
chicken chop+ fried mushroom+ salad+goreng pisang

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

29.3

breakfast
-

lunch
nasi lemak wif egg

goreng pisang

dinner
ABC soup


------rainning day

im useless
assignment dunno hw to do
exam lazy to study
and sumore cooking also dunno

no appearance,no hv slim body
no knowledge, no dare

im so useless.... T.T sad

Monday, March 28, 2011

28.3

breakfast
hotdog roti

lunch
rice+vege+dou fu+dou gan
^^

dinner
rice+ 紫菜汤+ 猪扒+2 cheese sausage=.=

hahhaha, ate too much ^^ but im happy

today im shocked when one of the senior scolding mi
in the moment, im so scare and paiseh=.=
what was i doing wrong? hmm, i don't know

misunderstanding between human always happen
it is because everyone have their life style
i can't and not wish to control and change them
but ,respect is really important in that

^^ '''

Sunday, March 27, 2011

27.3

breakfast
=.= doing assingment

lunch
mee cup -curry favourite

dinner 4.00pm til 440pm
nasi lemak with eggs rm1.5
goreng pisang rm1
cucuk udang rm50

dai yi ma comes...
so that's why...@@

Friday, March 25, 2011

26.3

breakfast
2 麦片饼干

lunch
rice+芥兰+娃娃菜+羊角豆+ curry 鱼

... raisins...

dinner
-

930
soya beans drink
(rich of vitamin ^^)

25.3

breakfast
maggie mee
(exam)

lunch
subaidah (rice+vege+fried chicken)

dinner
steamboat(cheese sausage+ vege+ crab meat+ ham)

i think i should really on diet
with non -fried food

just went to changloon, my weight from last 2weeks until now
atleast from 58 kg sumore(killed by newyear), decrease back to 57kg ^^
it is really a good things for me =D
but still no enough yet

my second on diet planned
1. no fried food
2. breakfast is nessesary

^^ con't my first planned
and mixed with 2nd planned
it should be effectiveness=D

if can, i hope i can do exercise
for more than 30minutes a day...^^ try try

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

24.3

con't

breakfast
-(not free)

lunch
11am
nasi lemak ayam ^^
tambah half nasi
* yeu, u said tambah nasi just 20sen,
but actually is 50 sen T.T*

dinner
nasi lemak ayam =.=

+ rocky


======
in adv.tax class just nw
py was scolded by d lecturer again
this is the 2nd or 3rd times ady

lecturer: stop talking in my class
after the 30 minutes ,py still talking with others
lecturer: if you still talking, i think i wan to change
ur place to another .....

she is reali brave and big dare ^^

but when im talking with my friend others
the lecturer dint scold me and him
in the whole class,just py get d special treatment leh....>.<'''

but she reali x takut
still asking me this question that question
but i reali no dare to answer her...=P

who called im a student" A "in attitude since kindergarden til now ^^

bluekkkkkkk ...

* this semester
the lecturer take seriously in class , it is different with previous sem..
take care and behave urself ya,my friend ...

Monday, March 21, 2011

Distance

Im the person who don't easily to control the mood and feeling well
the most suitable method for me to keep a good friendship or relationship
is Distance

Recently , if you see or meet me in outside places
you can see i would like to take a earphone and listen musics

don't suprise if u see that
it could help me to prevent talking too much without through my mind
and sometimes help me to eliminate my lonely feeling T.T

I had told one of my best friend i have the lonely feeling
and always feel that im not welcoming by others
and somemore, my friend is veryyyy less in uni

she laughed
she said it is impossible
In her memories , I have alots of friend and always be happy

im shocked, maybe i had lost something ,after through the 2 years life in uum

T.T

well, 君子之交,淡如水
i think i can get it ady

hope to graduate as soon as possible


P/s
afternoon, py was accompany me to uni cafe phostostat audit textbook
in the same time, hold a book fair outside the library

we saw "linguaphone" is in exhibition and introduce
py told me it is a english software to help you improve ur english
but she just now the surface only
so we sit down and waitting to get the more information

the first sentences is .." u can speak malay?"
hahahahhahhahaa

when he is introducing the lingauphone
i know he is uncomfortable and less of confidence >.<

but what he told us is the system could help us to improve our english and confidence
hmmmm, that is the thing u also lack of ...

py asked" do u ever try the linguaphone"

so simple is it the question????

but the malay guy is shocked and dunno how to answer my friend
and he said "wait" after my friend repeated the question 2 times
and he keep finding help from other staff >.<'''
jalan sini jalan sana ....

@@''' please la, hired the person who can make me feel confidence on ur product eh come mah... sia sui nia
(although my english also bad la ...^^)

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

earphone,phone

a strong feeling suddenly comes to me
the person always listen earphone
or tekan tekan hp
is the person who scare to live alone
or stay lonely ^^

why somebody can keep talking in phone
when going out with others people?

why not they appreciate the friend who is accompany them
-.- if like that
better stay at home keep listening ur phone la
come out wif me for what???

puiiiii

hmmm, lasttime i has met this friend too
reali unlike this feeling

>.<

somebody scold me
why i seldom phone bek to home

bcuz..
a handphone
to me

just for EMERGENCY
and not for FUN

blllllaaaaaaaaaaaa=.=

i syiok sendiri ing ~~~~

Sunday, March 13, 2011

day 23

breakfast
6 fish balls
1 soya drink

lunch
rice+ 3 wan tan+1 vege+3 piece of fish meats

dinner
rice+vege+eggs

finally done the tax mid semester exam,
but i did careless , forget to gv an example ,
2 marks gone...
anyway,is ok, i have tried my best to sit for the exam, no need to feel regret ^^

my assignment, tutorial, and final is coming soon
what i has promised myself , i nvr practice it T.T

haiz... this sem is reali short and im too lenggang lenggang
after the time has passed, i only realise that i have no time >.<

fine, i will struggle start from today !!!
hope everything is still not too late =D


aihwei !! if u think u can , U CAN !

day 22

breakfast
pink lady

6 of the fried fish balls

lunch
rice+ vege+ fish meat

dinner
maggie mee T.T

today mood damn down... all happened and because of 2 of the stranger guys..
eventhrough i also unlike them , but when someone feedback to you also same
then feeling is quite weird and uncomfortable T.T

meaningless to me , but it was really influence me in the whole day
the very 1st meet to these 2 guys , the feedback by them to their friend is..
they don't wish to meet me again and the place i have attending ,they will absent

Is ok, this is the time taught me..
don't try to speak d bad word or -vely thing to anyone else
If unlike the person , i need to keep quite and stop the conversation with them
but don't express d unlike feeling to anyone

because in my uni, no anything can be secret
and sometime it would hurt someone with no heart T.T
by the true, im getting hurt

anyway... i will recover soon...

^^

Friday, March 11, 2011

day 21

breakfast
睡过头

lunch
饭+青菜+ 荷包蛋

dinner
cucuk udang 1
spegetti+ 炸蘑菇

*pray for the japanese
i should appreciate everything that i have*

The morning while i wake up
i cried and felt sad bcuz of everything happened
and appreciated for my family members that
they 're safe nw

m'sia cnt gv me anything that i want
but the land and sky within m'sia , i love it very much
atleast at here,less of the natural disaster

Hope the end of the world , 2012, will not come true
hope the world peace
my family member they all are safe

then even im not rich or pretty
i also will appreciate and happy ^^

RIP for the unfortunate T.T

day 20

breakfast
---

lunch
rice+蔬菜
木瓜

dinner
2片牛奶面包

^^

Thursday, March 10, 2011

day 17,day 18,day 19

day 17

breakfast
oversleep

lunch
云吞面汤
鲁肉+ 虾煎+ 豆干炸

dinner
肉丸10粒baked+ham roti

steamboat buffet

wakakkakakakkakakaa, 回pg,享受~~~~

day 18
breakfast
-----

lunch
TAO =D very delicious

dinner
marry bround ( fish nudget+ 薯条+1 块炸鸡)


day 19

breakfast
牛奶面包一片

lunch
2pm
rice+2样蔬菜+sweet sour rice

偷吃mimi一包

dinner
牛奶面包一片

偷吃milo 小小包的chocolate

supper
牛奶面包一片



总结
我乱吃
可能因为体重飙升
懒得去理

明天继续。。。哈哈哈哈
是继续减肥拉~~~~

Monday, March 7, 2011

day 16

lunch
11:00am

rice+1 vege+荷包蛋+鱼丸


4pm
marry bround=.=

8pm
海鲜庚+4 seasons+豆奶


我体重严重飙升60kg=.=
想杀死自己拉。。

Sunday, March 6, 2011

今天我要做一个归类,觉得自己越来越不认识自己

认识我的= 很好的朋友
不认识我的=还好的朋友,萍水相逢的,点头之交的。。。

外表
不认识我的觉得我冷漠,认识我的觉得我幽默

性格
不认识我的觉得我很开朗,认识我的觉得我多愁善感

看到我成绩的
不认识我的觉得我努力好学,认识我的觉得我懒散堕落

没有看到我成绩的
不认识我的觉得我没有读书的料,认识我的觉得我聪明伶俐

自信
不认识我的觉得我很有自信,认识我的觉得我缺乏自信

讲话
不认识我的觉得我还好,认识我的觉得我很爱胡言乱语

依赖,依赖
不认识我的觉得我很独立,认识我的觉得我有时独立有时依赖

嗯,其实我也不是很懂自己,总觉得自己有很多面目
哪一个都是我,只是面对不同环境的我而已

很多事情, 不要一味想为什么这样,为什么那样
环境如果不因你的不喜欢而改变
那么,你就因环境而改变吧
如果不犯法,不做违背良心的事情
这些未曾不是一件好事???
改变,或许可以让自己变得更成熟!!

面对不同的朋友,我有不同的面貌

可是,可以说得是,真实的我
依赖,没自信,多愁善感,懒惰(身体与脑都是),爱睡觉,
脾气坏,爱胡言乱语。。。。
都是缺点拉。。阿阿哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

day 15

1130am

rice + 荷包蛋+ 豆油小鸡腿+半个potato

430pm

rice+ 一样菜+ 鱼丸ssss

Saturday, March 5, 2011

day14

今天因为考试,所以。。
乱吃。。啊哈哈哈哈

唉,考试因为背得不够不够
下次要更努力。。。

Thursday, March 3, 2011

day 13

1130am
hot & spicy cup mee >.<

----
青豆 & raisin...

----

530pm
half rice+2 vege+ 荷包蛋

木瓜T.T 我要嗯嗯~~~

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

day 12

breakfast
8am
麦片饼干2片

1130am-lunch
rice +curry鸡胸肉+小白菜+豆干

430pm
papaya

7pm -dinner
2样菜+荷包蛋+彩芬拿手沙丁鱼 =D

最近我大学发生了很多事情
闹得大家人心惶惶
很多事情,都被掩口,操控
只能说我们的基本human right 都被剥夺了
该哭该笑? 我只知道,如果我早知道这间大学是这样的
我就不会把它放在我的1st choice ...
然后莫名其妙,经历了那么多事情
天啊,我只想要有一个安稳舒适的读书环境而已
要那么多种类的经验来干嘛???
我来上大学的时候,很多前辈都说,好好享受你的大学生活吧
我来了以后,并没有觉得享受, 除了处处受控,连语言自由
都被剥夺了。。。。。。唉。。 我一点都不喜欢这里
快点拿文凭跑路吧。。总觉得89年出生的人,注定了一生坎坷T.T


我一直以来,都以为男人会不忠, 男人会变心
到现在, 今天, 我才知道,原来女人也可以变心变得理直气壮
不管心灵上的,昂或者是肉体上的
我都觉得很严重。。可是,那是人家的感情事,有与我何干呢?

没有谈过恋爱的我,又有何立场去多嘴??

想起之前拒绝了的男生,姐姐问我为什么都不去尝试
我答不出来,只是知道自己对他们没感觉
可能我感觉不出来他们有多多喜欢我吧
我这个人很自私的,如果是没把握的事情
我不会肯先付出。。与其以后变成恨,倒不如做一世人的朋友

可是很多时候,我还是会寂寞,还是会想谈一场恋爱
我告诉姐姐,如果有人追我,我马上答应,不管哪个人是谁

结果,现在有了,可是我一点也不想去实现诺言
因为我真的对他一定感情也没有
很想谈恋爱,可是又不想随便恋爱
我这种人注定一世人痛苦的。。

也罢。。。 我只能说,我对感情,非常的负责任。。yoyoh!!

day 11

11:30am
两片麦片饼干2 片 113kcal


140pm
炸鲍鱼菇+ 炸keropok


4pm
2虾麦+7烧麦 368kcal



今天超高热量
吓死人。。
我会改过自新的



今天有2位朋友个别称赞我脸型有变漂亮哦。。
有点开心=D